The older brother is clever but thin, with bones showing through
his skin and bulging blue eyes glazed from medicine. He is serious
and stern for his brief years, which are counting down to nothing.
The younger brother is weakened and round, with a hardened wit and
crippled hips. He is sensitive and old for his brief years.
One night, the older brother decided that he'd had enough of fighting
with his sickness. He quietly opened the envelope beside his bed
and slid out and signed the hospital papers. Do not resuscitate.
The younger brother, melancholy at the thought of lonliness, desired to follow.
But alas, the younger brother's will impeded him from losing his
fight just yet; instead, he stuck fast, with his ass in his seat
and his mind facing rounds of malicious snickers from Death below.
"Don...tell me, what was it you were trying to say?"
"Stop making so much noise. I'll tell you when I wake up."
"Jess, I just needed to get out of the house for awhile."
My grandmother and I were having dinner. She's turning 78 in a few
weeks. She's hurting, nursing her oldest son. Grandpa left us exactly
two years ago. Uncle Don looks so much like him now; it would be
difficult to tell them apart. It must be so hard for her. But I
know I cannot understand.
"Will you take these leftovers to your father? I've got to
get back. You know."
I take the box, heavy with untouched food.
"Anything you need."
My father has a bad cold, but he can't stay away. He's wearing a
cheap hospital mask, tears streaming down his reddened cheeks.