The screams inside are primal, primitive, wild. My crazy screams out at my symptom, the sound is awful. It ruminates round, round, round; trumpets competing for space, for resonance. The sound is shattering. It is maddening. The screeching screams bounce and jitter of the walls. The syptom doesn't absorb any, only bouncing it back. My ears split, bleed from the sound that becomes static, numbing, dumbing.